An introduction of sorts!

I am Shar... you either know me or you don't. Or maybe you know me but don't realize it. It is likely if you don't know me personally in this life, you do know me somewhere outside of your 5% of consciousness if you were drawn to read even this far. 

I wanted to start a blog pretty much for shits and giggles!  I have been on a spiritual journey for about a year now and it has been quite interesting!  I have talked to a handful of friends and family about some of it, but not necessarily in great detail.  So I thought why not document the madness and share with some people I know and love and anyone who might happen to stumble across it!  Haha!  Soooo…  here we go!  

For starters, I will give a back story.  I was on psych meds for severe bipolar disorder for 13 years.  Initially, when I was diagnosed in 2006 (during a 7 day stint in the St. Luke’s behavioral health ward), I was told that I would need to be on the medication for the rest of my life.  I heavily bought into that and the struggle began.  Prior to that I had some issues but I experienced some major emotional trauma the year I was diagnosed. No need to delve into specifics there, but it was rough, to say the least and lead me down a path of self destruction. I had trouble dealing with my emotions and that is how I ended up at St. Luke's. When I left that hospital, the next 13 years of my life would be regulated by pills and doctors. Finally in 2019, I had enough. Physical medical issues caused me to switch a long time medication and from that point I was lead within myself to get off the medication altogether. It was one of the most difficult times in my entire life and was extremely hard on my marriage and my children. But I overcame all of that, as did my amazing husband and loving children, and the date I set as my official spiritual awakening date was August 14, 2019. My day of 29. I'll have to tell that story later! Along with MANY others!

Since that date, I have had many things happen that I legit thought was just movie shit! Many spiritual gifts, abilities and awarenesses opened up for me. It goes oh so very far down the cosmic rabbit hole, I have always called it! Hence the name of my blog! It is always evolving, as am I, and new awarenesses open up for me often! Not so much at warp speed like at the beginning though. It has leveled out quite a bit. I am happy! I will never go back to how I was and couldn't, even if I wanted to! At this point, my rabbit hole has no return route and I fucking love it!!