Every day we wake up, we have a choice. I am offering you a mission, should you choose to accept it. Your daily choices are listed below. Read on for the details of the mission.
A. Go into autopilot and accept the same ol’ bullshit that dominated your energy yesterday.
OR…
B. Choose to create your day and step into the badassery that exists within each of us.
That’s it. It’s that simple. In theory. Where most of us get caught up is looking at the points of view of others that we have taken on (I call this energetic bull shit), the opinions that have been impressed upon us since childhood that we thought we had to accept (I call this collective bull shit) and our familiar past, which is based on both of those aforementioned concepts and all of their bull shit piled up together, which in turn becomes our limiting beliefs that we all tend to cling to quite heavily. Some of you are privy to this and have started moving past limiting beliefs and I commend you, if that is the case. That is not easy. If you have not started moving past them yet, you’re still doing a bang up job and the awarenesses that are trickling into your reality right now will continue to guide you as you let them. Keep going!
The reason we’re so stuck in our own thought patterns is because the egoic mind creates an identity with all of these limiting beliefs and runs a damn marathon with it. Do you ever wake up thinking about how work sucks and how your co-workers are ‘whatever’or your boss is ‘whatever’ and then before you know it, you’re back in 3rd grade reliving that time when some asshole kid called you dumb in front of the whole class because you messed up a word when reading out loud and the whole class laughed (it’s so interesting how you can very distinctly remember how that made you feel)? Does that ever happen to you? Yeah, me too. It fucking sucks and those childhood experiences truly do stick with you in ways that you can’t even begin to imagine or pick apart, nor should you try, if I’m being honest. None of it matters.
What does matter is what you do right now and how you choose to handle all the random bull shit in all of its varying forms, as it arises for you. I am going to share with you how I walk myself through bull shit days and what it does for me and the reason I am so very grateful for those days and the awarenesses that they bring about for me in my world! My life is absolutely charmed in every way and so is yours, if you choose to see it. Ready for the mission? Here we go! Read my story first, though!
Today, I woke up and decided to choose my thought patterns. I went with option B, as listed above, in case you wondered. That is not always the case. It's all a practice. In choosing option B, I had the immediate realization that controlling my thought patterns was not happening easily and I became very curious about that. I felt heavy and tired, despite getting a solid and beautifully peaceful 7.5 hours of sleep, which is ideal for me, personally. So the process of elimination began.
I was not exhausted.
I was not fighting a bug (virus) or illness in my body.
My female hormones were not out of whack in any way.
I was not emotionally distraught in any way. I was, in fact, feeling very happy and blessed.
My kids were not making me upset in any way. That can be a huge contributing factor, as they make me aware of my own shit that needs to be put in check. Real talk!
Next, I went within and looked at my inner world. And that is where I found the issue! I saw complete pandemonium and mayhem and a lack of peace. I then realized that I was extremely overwhelmed and didn’t even realize it until that moment. I had been going through the motions of life in my usual manner, being extremely busy with my family and such and I had failed to notice that my self-care had slipped and that I was not meditating daily, as I normally do and that I was, in fact, very deeply in a survival mode. It was at that moment that I decided that this was my contrast (the thing I do not want). In other words, this was a big fat NO for me in terms of acceptance for my state of being. What happens now, you might ask? God, that’s what….
So in deciding that this was my contrast, my circumstances began to shift. I have trained my mind to do this and that’s a practice I have been working on for years simply by practicing daily meditation. I ask God/Source/Universe a series of questions, breathe deeply between each question and turn on my motherfucking Radiant Queen Energy Magick, y’all! And my whole world truly begins to shift in my favor every single time!
I want to offer these questions to you along with the opposing autopilot sentiments that often race through most of our minds prior to switching on our awareness. It can help to write them down on post-it notes. What I do is I write the autopilot sentiment down at the top, then write the question for Source below it and lightly cross out the autopilot question, as to denote that it is being replaced. Here are my questions… You can word any of this however you feel you need to for your personal benefit.
Autopilot: I don’t know how…
Awareness: Where is the best place for me to start?
Autopilot: I don’t know what to do…
Awareness: What else is possible right now?
Autopilot: Nothing is working…
Awareness: What is the gift in my resistance?
Autopilot: I feel lost…
Awareness: How does it get any better than this?
Ask the questions of awareness to your higher power and then shut the fuck up (yep, I said that to YOU and I did it because I love you) and let The Universe answer it for you in the form of inspiration, synchronicity, people and circumstances shifting or arising, suggestions from others or positive behaviors towards you from others or it can even show up as simple as feeling good for no reason at all. That can all be yours, should you choose to accept this mission. I love you no matter what you choose. You are right where you should be.
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